I find it so strange that I have so little self discipline after all. I know I am sick son-of-a-bitch, but I didn't realize just how sporadic my efforts would be when other things began to creep into my life. Here I am, supposed to be journaling every day and "Whappo" not happening at all lately. LOL I am not going to beat myself up, though....not worth that misery....nope, uhuh, not this time.
The Plunder is going okay. I have made some progress on the cash flow problem since Val left. Just means that I have to work more often....and that was "one of those things" that gets in the way lately. I will keep it up for as long as I can.
Trish and I seem to be doing okay. Passion is not a part of our life lately, but I feel close to her for other reasons. She has been going through a real transition. She is leaving Discovery and going over to another agency. Her bosses have really shown their true colors in the move. It is sad that she has had to put up with all the crap for so long. It will be good to see her in a different environment.
The kids are cracking me up. With the two litters arriving a week apart, the house is full. Although two have died, the rest of the kittens seem to be doing okay. Zoe's litter is so different than Minnie's. Minnie's is lethargic and quiet. Zoe's kids are bigger, noisy, and ready to go even though they were born a week later. The others in the house seem to tolerate the new ones. Even Frodo has returned and makes himself at home. Spanky has disappeared and has not come home for over a month. We believe he is not alive any more. There are raccoons and other creatures that probably got him. He was a "true male" so it is anyone's guess.
Inside, I am a bit nervous. I am wondering if I have lost my mind. I have gone through other periods like this. It seems to be my disease trying to break through the great wall of HP. It seems to signal that I have to get closer to HP. Well, I am listening. This week affords me some time to accomplish a few things...including some HP time.
Today is a day of beginnings. I just spoke with a book guy and we share the same passion for Clavel's writing. That does it. Tonight, I start Noble House again.
I knew I needed something....maybe HP is talking with me. I broke my glasses, the windshield wipers shredded when I started the car, and two lights were out at the Plunder....yep.....HP says it's time to get moving again.
The Plunder is going okay. I have made some progress on the cash flow problem since Val left. Just means that I have to work more often....and that was "one of those things" that gets in the way lately. I will keep it up for as long as I can.
Trish and I seem to be doing okay. Passion is not a part of our life lately, but I feel close to her for other reasons. She has been going through a real transition. She is leaving Discovery and going over to another agency. Her bosses have really shown their true colors in the move. It is sad that she has had to put up with all the crap for so long. It will be good to see her in a different environment.
The kids are cracking me up. With the two litters arriving a week apart, the house is full. Although two have died, the rest of the kittens seem to be doing okay. Zoe's litter is so different than Minnie's. Minnie's is lethargic and quiet. Zoe's kids are bigger, noisy, and ready to go even though they were born a week later. The others in the house seem to tolerate the new ones. Even Frodo has returned and makes himself at home. Spanky has disappeared and has not come home for over a month. We believe he is not alive any more. There are raccoons and other creatures that probably got him. He was a "true male" so it is anyone's guess.
Inside, I am a bit nervous. I am wondering if I have lost my mind. I have gone through other periods like this. It seems to be my disease trying to break through the great wall of HP. It seems to signal that I have to get closer to HP. Well, I am listening. This week affords me some time to accomplish a few things...including some HP time.
Today is a day of beginnings. I just spoke with a book guy and we share the same passion for Clavel's writing. That does it. Tonight, I start Noble House again.
I knew I needed something....maybe HP is talking with me. I broke my glasses, the windshield wipers shredded when I started the car, and two lights were out at the Plunder....yep.....HP says it's time to get moving again.
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